There's what it is Then there's what I see There's what it could or should be And there's what shall never be Between all the what ifs and would haves Lies me. Lies down. Lies to myself. Tangled up in the rich vines of my imagination- Self reliant, so dependent Upon the destination When my [...]
Do you ever feel like nothing is real? I do. And it drains me so much I find myself retracting like a spring suddenly gone stiff, brittle. It's jumping from well to well but rather than fishing up some water I find only a demanding hole, eating up what I have to offer until I [...]
I only know what silence sounds like-
Repeat to yourself: I am not a conquistador. I do not need conquests to establish my value. Holy hell I am not the United Kingdom and I do not need India or the Americas. I have my own land and it is enough. Why must I seek more? It's like it's pre-programmed into my mind [...]
What are you seeking?
Not asymptotes, not perpendicular lines, but sine and cosine waves -- continuously overlapping and coming into each other's lives.
Sometimes, when the thoughts threaten to drown me, when my closed eyes see only what happened before, I feel like going for a long drive with just my backpack and a few essential items. The thought of your solemn look at the sunrise. The itch on my back from sitting on that seat for so [...]
When I let you into my infinity, you opened up a black hole.
I've been brewing a storm inside myself. I feel the strong winds from the top of my head to my fingertips. It's rushed along with my blood, boiling with energy. My thoughts are dark blue, promising the torrential downpour of what I've been overthinking. My horizon is fast paced and out of control. I will [...]