I found the answer when I looked into myself for the first time in a really, really long time.

Then I learned what’s probably the most valuable lesson I’ve learned in my life so far –

It’s not about the next best thing.

It’s not about the next newest thing.

I need to drop my need for constant change of both the variables and the constants, and let the constants be.
It’s about what you end up coming back to. What you always return to. About the constant – about home.

That’s where I want to be.